look into my eyes, and tell me what you see...

My biggest fear is being a failure in the university and to my family, because i want to make them proud by doing one of the things that make me happy, sometimes i feel like everything is going down and things doesn't go the right way i just feel like i don't deserve to be in this place, that i'm no capable of complete this career. It takes weeks for me to recover and a lot of conversations to reassure myself that i can make my dreams come true.
In moments also feel that i'm a  bad person, that i'm don't deserve the love of my family and boyfriend.
In the other hand, sometimes i get really scared of some videogames, sounds dumb, hahahaha but really there are games that make an awesome job in putting a scary environment and a good creepy history with screamers and persecution can make me lose my sleep in the nights. A good example is SCP containment breach and the Outlast Saga.
Thalassophobia is an intense and persistent fear of the sea, large bodies of water, and sea waves, is something that could cause me some fear, because in the beach sometimes the sea is very wild.

Fluffy Bois

Whenever i feel sad, i look at this photo and remember the true blessing that was this event. It's really  important to me, because it shows Ara's puppies, it was taken by me about a week after (back in April)  they were born. It was such a nice and warm afternoon and the puppies were fast asleep after they drink from their mom, Ara took opportunity of this and went to walk around the house while i was watching them sleep. They looked so peaceful and cute that i had to take a picture.

 She gave birth to a 6 healthy and big doggos. With they i learned a lot of new things, such as keep an eye on the mom´s feeding time, the dogs keeping a good temperature, a clean environment, avoiding the cats gets too close to the dogs  and that they have their shots on time. And most important in that time i only felt  love from them, the way they were, their little cries, and even when they fought to drink more milk or when they first opened their eyes and began to discover their little new world. They still are a part of me, even if they are with another families now, i would always remember them like the little babies who too steal my heart.