look into my eyes, and tell me what you see...

My biggest fear is being a failure in the university and to my family, because i want to make them proud by doing one of the things that make me happy, sometimes i feel like everything is going down and things doesn't go the right way i just feel like i don't deserve to be in this place, that i'm no capable of complete this career. It takes weeks for me to recover and a lot of conversations to reassure myself that i can make my dreams come true.
In moments also feel that i'm a  bad person, that i'm don't deserve the love of my family and boyfriend.
In the other hand, sometimes i get really scared of some videogames, sounds dumb, hahahaha but really there are games that make an awesome job in putting a scary environment and a good creepy history with screamers and persecution can make me lose my sleep in the nights. A good example is SCP containment breach and the Outlast Saga.
Thalassophobia is an intense and persistent fear of the sea, large bodies of water, and sea waves, is something that could cause me some fear, because in the beach sometimes the sea is very wild.